I was humming to the tune when i thought of how wonderful my world have been. Calyce is probably one of the most beautiful thing that have happened to me. I thought of her every moment. I love her to bits more than anything i can compared to.. I wonder if i feel the same for Cepheus when he was so small. During Cepheus time, i think i am too anxious and more into how to bring him up properly as a baby, how to handle him, understanding his needs and cries etc. But with Calyce probably because of the experience before, i am more into emotional bonding to her. I knew what she wanted and what i should focus on and what i can be not so 'kan cheong' on. I learnt that i do not always need to run to her the moment she cries.. i learnt to recognise her cries for attention and her cries for need..The feeling is somewhat different compared to Cepheus time as i am still learning how to be a mom.. But I have more 'inner space' in fact now with Calyce to bond with her emotionally..
You ah... so open about loving Calyce more than Cepheus...