Home Sweet Home

finally! been away from home for 12 days, and finally i am back to my darlings!  Dear and Cepheus are so delighted with my purchase (Dear with his new wardrobe and Cepheus with his new toy which he proudly announce, ' this is my computer!') hahaha.. Calyce stared hard at me awhile this morning, as if trying to make out who i am or wondering why i am away for so long and then suddenly smiled and threw her arms at me.  It have been a long trip, especially when i am not feeling very well, getting air sick on the plane and having to wake up early morning to unpack my luggages, do the laundry, and begin my day of housework, but it was worth it! and i am so glad i am back to my darlings at home.

Calyce is not feeling well, with her stuffy nose and coughing trait that i got frustrated and lose my patience with her just now when she refuse to drink her medicine and spilled it all over herself.  i still feel so guilty now after flaring up at her earlier, she was not feeling well, i shouldnt have lose my patience over her like that...but i was really worn out today after having done so much stuff and have to carry her the whole day as she was cranky earlier on.. but she slept almost immediately in my arms when i carried her after she spilled her medicine just now, with no regards to my anger or whatsoever, she just fell peacefully asleep.. looking at her sleeping in my arms, just brings all the anger out of me suddenly.. and oh yes, i managed to sleep feed her again tonight!  after my MIL said she tried so many attempts but failed..