Difficult to cope

with two children wide awake..mommy and daddy is finding it more and more difficult to cope.. suddenly i felt like i have turn into a newbie mommy again.. finding time forever not enough, stressing over what tasks have been done and what's not etc..my MIL have been helping out over the weekends due to my confinement and three is just enough to cope with 2 kiddos.. whilst my MIL is helping with the household chores, me and dear is busy with the two kiddos.  I do not even have time to pump milk and due to diarreah and dehydration, my milk supply have gone down really hard.. i felt reluctant and guilty to stop breastfeeding so soon.. but seems like i have no choice but to end it sooner but at as what majik (my massage lady says) one month is better than nothing and i have tried my best to give her the best.. i shouldnt stress over pumping and discount quality time with the kids..

Cepheus have been especially well behaved these days, he just needs plenty of attention esp when Calyce is around, and with that, he threw fewer tantrums as well which we are very relieve to see.  As long as we gave him the attention due to him, he is fine now with anybody who carries calyce, including Daddy and granny. :>  Hope this stays on and not just 三分钟热度.

Finally, my confinement is going to be over in another 2 days! we will be despatching cakes to our colleagues and relatives the next two days and hopefully they like it.  Cepheus will turn 2 in another 2 months time, i am thinking of what to get him and how to celebrate with him in school, i wonder if we are allowed to celebrate together with him in class on that day.  He will be so happy to have so many people singing Happy Birthday to Cepheus!  Dear and i are thinking of what to get him for his 2nd birthday. Should it be an iPad or iPod Touch?  I wanted to get him an iPod Touch as i thought it is more convenient to carry around as well as he can hold it in his hands.  iPad may be too big for him and he tends to drop our iPhone too much these days, at least i wouldnt be so xim tia if he drops the iPod Touch compared to an iPad..