Last night have been a horrible night

for our entire family.. MIL and Cepheus are sick.. Hubby took over to sleep with Cepheus and I sleep with Calyce as planned.. However, Cepheus and Calyce were taking turns to cry and throw tantrums during the night.  First it was Cepheus who cant sleep due to his constant coughing, have been throwing tantrums and crying thoughout the night.. then followed by Calyce who woke up at 2am and 5am for milk and then wet herself and then milk again and then refuse to sleep afterwards.. their cries filled the entire house throughout the night and none of us have any decent sleep.  In the end, we turned 'zombies' or 'pandas' during the day...

Cepheus cough seems to get worse today even after taking a full day medication yesterday and today inclusive.. Calyce have been sleeping the whole day and take in little milk.. little wonders that she will wake up for milk often during the night and become an 'owl' after that.. that is the trait of newborns that we cannot control.. i just hope that things will turn better soonest for Calyce and Cepheus could get well soon.  Cepheus skipped school today and we will put him to school tomorrow morning..hope tomorrow will be a better day for all of us.   I have not been able to do proper pumping of milk and latching of Calyce due to all the ordeals and tiredness.. my milk supply simply went down immediately due to all the stress and tiredness.. i will still continue to pump for another week.. if the supply refuse to increase.. i have decided to just skip breastfeeding and let Calyce continue on formula anyways.. as we just couldnt cope with two kiddos at the same time now..