not due to Cepheus' cries but i don't know why i just have to wake up every hour.. I have been getting amnesia quite often nowadays.. not sure if its due to anxiety or pregnancy.. but i have not been able to get a full night's sleep.. for the past three days at least, i realised that i have been getting up diligently every hour and i would look at the clock.. 1 am.. 2am.. 3am.. all the way to 6 or 7am.. not sure is it because Dear Dear is not by my side that i have not been able to sleep well alone.. he have been sleeping with Cepheus for the past three nights, and we used to take turns to sleep with Cepheus..but this weekend, Cepheus is especially sticky to Dear again esp night time.. maybe because i no longer can carry Cepheus for long.. not that i don't want to carry him, but my energy level have been going down and i get so easily tired even during the day as my pregnancy steps into the last trimester..Cepheus energy level is spiking up and i find that i can never keep up to his constant active motions.. hopefully i will build back my energy and strength after the birth girl girl.. but then there will be two to take care then.. sigh.. i was really worried about how to cope, but Dear seems nonchalent about it, as the saying goes 船到桥头自然直。 No point worrying over it now..
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