Spend Spend Spend

its a season of giving and spending!! since the last two weeks of X'mas, i have been shopping shopping and shopping.. buying and spending buying and spending that i have lost track of what i have been spending on, until i look at my bank balance and my credit card bills.  I realise that alot of times, i spend without deep thoughts and almost immediately would forget about what i have spent on.  I even have to rely on Dear Dear to remind me what i have bought and what i have not.  It occurs to me that i have been spending without much thought lately.. and while i have planned that i wanted to save my AWS for better use.. i have actually been spending it way in advance without knowing until the next credit card bill arrives..  while i was waiting for my beautician to serve me at the beauty parlor early this week, they were showing the movie "The confession of a shoppaholic" and i suddenly 'see' myself in there.. enough of compulsive buying!! i must curb my spending!! But shopping with Dear Dear doesnt help much as he keep telling me to buy buy buy as long as i like it! Yeah, i really like the $3.4k Feragamo bag no doubt (which is having a 50% disc today!) but i have to really think twice before i spend money like water again.... hmmm and i am still thinking of my footwear overhaul (my geox, ecco and more clarks pls, 4 pairs are just not enough!!!!!)