Today is the last day of my leave

Returing to work tomorrow, 14 weeks flashed in a glance.  My maternity leave is finally over.. and i am beginning to miss Calyce ooohhhh so much now... I am so worried that she will not have enough to drink or sleep when i am not around.. but well, i still have to go back to work someday.. hope her appetite will remains good and increase and get more sleep too.  Talking of sleep, she have not been sleeping much today and always wants to stay awake, she will cry when i lay her on her bed or playpen, she just wants to seat in my arms or even on the rocker.  She wants to be around people and do not like to be alone.. she even doze off in the rocker twice today when she refuse to lie in her bed today this afternoon and evening. She will be awake for 2 hours and sleep only for an hour or 30 min before she will wake up again these few days.. she is already past three months and drinking around 600-700ml per day, for the past week i have been diligently feeding her more and she is taking in almost around 700ml everyday, the PD said that she should at least be taking in 700-800ml at her age. i hope she can sleep more as she will drink more when she sleeps more too, and hopefully grow more.. 

Cepheus have been refusing to eat nowadays too, previously he is always hungry and eats alot, he can eat one big bowl of porridge or even half bowl of rice by himself.  But these two weeks, his appetite changed, and he will refuse to eat dinner, we always feed him less than half a bowl and he will cry not to eat anymore.. i am not sure what causes the change but i am suspecting if he is used to eating very little in school, i have informed his teacher to give him as much as he could eat and he is eating more than others in school too, but the portion that the school gave is small even if its a two servings.. but anyway, as what they always say, kids willl not go hungry and they will ask for food when they are, as expected, Cepheus refuse to eat dinner (eat only 1/4 bowl) but he asked for milk twice at night and have a little cake as well.. so i guess, he may be just sick at eating rice or porridge nowadays.. hopefully his appetite gets better too soon.

The thought of getting back to work tomorrow is both exciting yet tiring, back to early and late concalls as well as mandane routine work bores me.. well hopefully some changes will come along my way, esp now that i have gotten my PMP accredition, i certainly do not want it to go to waste!