Cepheus turns four

mths on 5th Sep! How time flies! Ceph is four months already.. he have been quite a difficult baby the past 4 months, difficult but also brought alot of joy to our lives.. i have been very bad tempered and he is even more bad tempered than i am! he will always insist his ways, and if you don't give in, he will start screaming and shouting till you 'tak boleh tahan'!! 

He is growing very well and gaining weight quite steadily.. and 不知不觉 he is already 6kg now.. although we do not feel that he have grown much becos we are seeing him everyday, but we certainly can 'feel' it! Dear Dear and I are suffering from body aches and hands cramps every now and then.  Nowadays, i can even feel my hands go numb while typing at work or while feeding him and the effect is obvious esp when i wake up from bed everyday!  My arms will be aching and my hands will go numb (pins and needles) for awhile before i can feel it again.. i guess we really need to work out more... esp me.. even my colleagues are asking me if i have problem carrying my own son because i look so fragile myself!

During maternity, i always thought to myself that i wanted to be a stay home mum and look after our only son.. give him the very best and be there for him everytime he step on to a new journey eg flipping, 'talking', crawling etc.. however, as long as i step back to work, i realise that working gave me my meaning in live! i have felt so useless when i were staying home looking after him full time previously.. i doubt i can take that kind of life for long.. esp when i am such an impatient person!  Getting back to work makes me more fulfilling and satisfied..and time flies faster.. coming home from work and seeing my son in the night, spending time with him over the weekends have made time fly faster.. in no time, it will be his first birthday!  and i am looking forward to his turning one!

BTW, we just bought a whole life insurance for him from prudential, me and Dear were contemplating whether to buy an investment link policy for him or a whole life, we finally decided on whole life after speaking to Jean and understanding our objectives.  It makes more sense to buy a whole life for him since we are giving it to him as a gift and he doesnt need to worry about getting himself insured when he grows up.. he can concentrate on buying his own funds etc for his financial planning when he step out to work.