Amnio Fluid too high

and is above the limit.. prof Biswas found that my AFI this week have increased 1.5 times compared to that 2 weeks ago.  Increase in amnio fluid could mean high chance of pre-mature delivery for me and is considered as high risk since i am only in my 27th weeks.  Two main reasons he gave for the high AFI, either i am diabetic or the cyst is already starting to cause difficulty in bb swallowing the Amnio Fluid efficiently.. I was not diagnosed as diabetic prior to pregnancy nor during my early blood tests during the 1st tri of my pregnancy. But for safety sake, he wanted me to go for another blood test again tomorrow at NUH.  He also made an appt with me next wednessday for the 'tapping' procedure, for the reduction of amnio fluid.  Depending on the result of the blood test, the tapping procedure may means another amniocentesis again... or even tapping the cyst of my baby to ease his swallowing this time.. it potentially means tapping both of us and from the expression of my doc just now i have strong feeling that there is a high chance of tapping my baby as well.. i was referred to another doctor again today as i was now considered a patient of NUH officially.  I asked doctor Soo what it meant by tapping, it could possibly means an outpatient procedure which allows me to rest at home for three days after the procedure, or it could mean admission to hospital depending on my condition diagnosed on that day.

Really tired.. why does one always led to another? and bad things of all?  what you mean by gestational diabetic, i was not diabetic all along! i know it can happen to anyone but why me???! why of all when we were praying and hoping that nothing will go anymore wrong these last two months, i have to undergo such procedure again?? Why cant i just have a smooth delivery like everyone else? this is making me sick and phobia about the whole entire pregnancy thingy, isnt it supposed to be a happy affair.. why is it that i am unhappy most of the time since i got pregnant??  Is this what pregnancy is all about?!