startled and shaken.. had a bad dream, or maybe not a dream at all but its all in my mind.. i can't stop thinking about him.. he have been so active recently, moving around inside me, i can almost feel him everyday now. Our next scan is due on wed, 7th Jan, 22nd week.. Dear said that if the situation don't improve then we may have to have him removed.. i am so scared.. i dare not think about it or maybe i have been thinking too much of it that sends shivers down me and i cant sleep properly these nights.. we were afraid of complications, because we have no control over what is happening to him right now.. the thought of it just send tears down my eyes..i really felt so useless and powerless, he is inside me but there is nothing i can do except wait and making the worse prep and decision maybe.. we really dunno what we could do now..i never felt so scared before.. we enjoyed the scans previously and enjoyed our trips to the gynae everytime but now it becomes a night mare whenever we thought about going for another scan.. because we were really not prepared for what is going to reveal before us anymore.
awoke at 530am this morning
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